Thursday, February 07, 2008
Its the Chinese New Year already. I know I have missed New Year and Xmas.
New year-
Spent it with band. Spent most of the time walking around. Originally we wanted to go Double O. But cover charge was 40 bucks. So we decided to find some other plans. Slowly we made our way to Central @ Clark Quay. Bought some vodka and headed over to Fort Canning. I drank my heart out that night. I can't remember how much I drank. I barely remember what happened that night. Just some flashes. Like running across the road(would like to thank the band for their care). And falling over Beng while attempting to jump over him. Then i sorta blacked out. I woke up at loon's place on the cold hard floor and I really mean cold.
Xmas -
Don't even have flashes of how I spent Xmas. Maybe when I remember something I will put it here. But one thing is for sure! I was drinking.
Last but not least Chinese New Year -
No drinking this time round. Or at least not yet. Because I have to drive the family around. Lots of AngBow and gambling. Manage to win a bit. But my Dad lost a lot. But its ok because the money is still circulated around the family. I don't know whats the plans for tmr but I really want to stay home. One thing about this family events is that I can't smoke. Which makes me wonder if I can really quit smoking.
Moving on to other events -
2nd in RIA Remix comp. Hopefully 1st the next time round. The band used part of the money to buy Loon's present. I think she likes it.
Chloe has left me once again. I now know the reason behind why she always go toilet so long. Because she is calling someone else. Its easy for people to tell you not to feel so sad. But it's really not that simple. After all the lies and pain I still chose to be with her. However it seems like it's different now. We have not talked in months just a few lines in msn. I still feel sad whenever I see her on my msn. I skipped nearly month of school so I would not see her and give myself some time to pull it together. Anyway I think its quite easy for her to forget about me judging by the fact that no prove of me ever existed in her life. Masked pictures, its really a damn good job though. A pic we took together now totally seems like she is alone in the pic. Some pain cannot be described through words this is one of those pain.
"Cause you know sometimes words have two meanings"
- Led Zeppelin, Stairway to Heaven
Allianimus speaks.9:53 AM