Life Of Allianimus

Thursday, July 28, 2005

wow.. didnt realise that has already been a mth since i last posted man... well.. where should i start.. hmm.. ok.. yday she told me that she wants a cool off.. says she feel likes she needs to commit to me.. hmm.. i dun really know what that means provided that she says she doesnt want to be together(thats y i had inverted commas in my last entry) and i have never forced her to.. its not that i dont want it... but if she is happier that way.. so be it.. think she doesnt really care about me anyway... it has always been the same.. why am i being played out... this shit aint right man.. well fuck that.. blah.. i do have feelings for her.. but from the start when she told me she had commitment problems.. i knew this isnt gonna last... but i still had feelings for her.. and all this while i hoped that i would change.. hmm.. guess i was wrong.. im not that sad.. wonder if its because of the no. of times i got played out.. or maybe i was already prepared for this day... doesnt really matter anyway... im not gonna get back with her.. for those who know... u know why.... well thats it for her.. next on the agenda... hmmmm... lets talk about cars... i love cars... cars are great... i love my dad's car man... though i wanted to get my own car... but i cant afford it.. so fuck it... my dad's car is great anyway... alittle underpowered.. probably due to the heavy chassis.. or maybe the engine is just weak.. a 1.6L face lift nissan sunny.. did some small mods to it... cold air intake and a new drop in K&N high flow filter.. did improve the pickup.. but overall im still not satisfied.. probably gonna change the exhaust soon.. cant really fight with surain's car or vickram's car.. though both are 1.6 l engines.. well watever man.. as long as it gets me from point A to point B.. i should be satisfied..

"The bamboo that bends is stronger than the oak that resists."
-Japanese Proverb

Allianimus speaks.1:18 PM