Life Of Allianimus

Sunday, September 18, 2005

Auditions for powerjam went really well... we were tight... everything went smoothly... well except for our lead guitarist... minor mistake in his solo... well other than that.. i've got to say.. its great... well i did manage to overcome my stage fright.. probably because im hidden away... =p anyway... my hands and legs kinda went soft on me as i stepped up.. the result? somebody commented that the drums could have been louder... the band before us... B.A.R.B... man.. those guys... they were good... brought the whole place to life... with their rhastafarian music... totally SKA.. damn they're good.. we were just really unlucky to be behind them... well results of the auditions are'nt out yet.. so we just have to sit tight... well.. exams just round the corner... dont really wanna think abt anything else... just get my exams done with...

Allianimus speaks.1:42 PM

Thursday, September 08, 2005

Kai says PowerJam is sometime next week... truth is i dont feel like playing.. but i have no choice.. exams round the corner.. im caught up in studies.. i have to practise.. alittle afraid i might screw up... argh... well anyway.. what will happen will.. cant avoid it.. if i step up on stage and go all weak... what can i say? blah... sara called me a few days ago.. told me about her troubles... she liking kenji but kenji nt liking her.. and there is another guy called mark who is also in the tennis team involved... she says she doesnt like mark... ahh.. why do i even give a fuck? im actually angry... i just cant bring myself to tell her.. fuck off... dun call me.. i dun wanna get involved in the shit u r in... what goes around comes around kenji doesnt like u? that is ur own damn fucking problem... dont come calling me.. pour ur troubles on me... argh... i can reherse this thousands of times but it just wont come out... argh... frustration... frustration kinda affects me in a really big way... even when it comes to bball.. somehow im just not making my shots.. this frustrates me even more.. damn i need to get a grip of myself..

Allianimus speaks.1:00 PM