Friday, August 12, 2005
I've come to realise alot of new things this week...
Lessons learnt...
1.) Open my eyes before choosing.
2.) The mind is always stronger than the heart
3.) Always get 2nd opinion
4.) Always prepare urself for the worst
5.) Things can change in a blink of an eye
6.) Treasure what you have
7.) Things doesnt always end the way u want it to
8.) Doesnt really matter if it doesnt
9.) Mistakes mistakes. learn from each and every single one
10.) And at the end of the day... i'll be a better person
so... whats with all this?
hmmm
choosing her was a mistake... think that things will change.. thats just me being so damn naive.. if i could just open my eyes... and see things clearly... listen to my frens' opinions.. i wouldnt have wasted my time and effort... but yet.. i let my heart take control.. this is not the first time... many years ago... i made the same mistake... lived to regret it till today..
a few days ago.. i nearly got into an accident... my car fish tailed when i was going really fast.. luckily i managed to counter steer and got the car in control and not damaging it in anyway.. in that split second... i learnt that.. things could just change... just like how she wanted out... bam... things change... ive learnt many things.. some of them i cant put to words... i take a look back and i see nothing but mistakes and more mistakes... somehow i never learn... wonder why.. hmm..
"Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die"
-Damien Rice
Allianimus speaks.1:12 PM